I don't know if this is wrong, because someone else is telling me that it's wrong
But I feel this so let me just like try my best not to let this happen again
We weren't necessarily put in the best position to make the best decisions
You can't be hard on yourself for it, these are the cards you were given so you have to understand that's not who you are
You know you're trying to be the best you can be, but that's all you can do
If you don't give it all you got, you're only cheating yourself give it all you got but if it ends up happening, it ends up happening
That's what happening with me, it's like God, I'm giving it all I've got, sometimes I'm weak and I'm going to do it
And it's like I'm not giving myself grace, I'm just like understanding that's how it is